camel shorts nd bubble kush ..

.. nd ma qirl actnq like a brat

so wen she kall ‘idnt answer ..

ijuss write her back .. she hate it wen ido da shii.

iqot ice in my veins.
blood in my eyes.
pain in my heart.
nd problems on my brain ::
but still liftinq tryinq to hide all this pain
but shit just feel like its never qonna chanqe
nd my life still shadinq in a qrey ::
like idont even know how nd why istill remain
kus inside ..idont know what ihave to qain ::

” missinq heaven bound “

nd im sittinq so hiqh ..im floatinq on plutoo (:

wen ilooked ovea ma shoulda ..it qot a lil bit kolder ::

its like ilost love 4rm a anqel ..nd now im feelinq like a stranqer ::

iblend in ..im stranded :: iqotta qet back to u ..

nd idont needa sweater kus wu im feelinq is winter weather ::

iqot ice in ma veins :: blood in ma eyes :: pain in ma heart ::

nd no thouqhts to ma mind :: bu yet she still sayinq im da hardest to tame ::

like shii ..wu kan isay ihave ma own set of problems sittinq on ma brain ::

so idrink to numb all da pain :: nd so ismoke to balance out ma lows ::

nd noone seems to see it kus inever want to show it ::

nd onlee iseem to feel it kus icant seem to release it ::

nd ive lost all hope .faith nd strenqth :: juss feel like ma soul is trapped ::

so tell me wu is left of me ..if ifeel so brokenly empty ::

” datfallenanqel :: one of dem niqhts x/3 “

nd ma eyes are low - vision blury: stayinq perfectly blinde to da truth cause im seeinq everythinq shatter ina dae like broken qlass: mind is worn - heart is torn: eyes see kloudy daes - eyes are beqqinq but aint tryinq to cry: im just a scarred qirl bu yet im still tryinq to fly - tryinq to take ma past nd all da circumstances 4da feelinqs dat are inside of me awaiee .

” its like erythinq ihad ive lost :: erythinq ive wanted ..ikudnt have :: nd erythinq ineed ..is juss so far out ma reach “

if iwalk ..wud u run?

if istop ..wud u kum?

if isay ur da one ..wud u believe me?

if isay u have ma heart ..wud u play ur part?

if iask u to stay ..wud u show me da way

nd tell me wut to say so u dont leave me?

kus u see da world keeps katchinq up to me nd iknoe its doinq da same to u

nd erydae seems harda to runaway specially wen u tryinq to follow ur dreams

bu trust me wen isay it only seems harder w.out u hea w. me

so ithink its time fo us to make a move o stop askinq eachotha to chanqe

kus maybe were both not ready fo dis o maybe its juss u

kus im tryinq fo ur love ..shii been askinq fo help from up above

nd been tryinq fiqht ery demon in our way nd ifeel like we been hidinq enuff

da its harda fo us to stay riqht nd da sucks kus its like u became a shadow

inda world da we wus makinq fo US nd now ..our distance continue to qrow

nd silence is all ihear. ifeel so alone da ma heart needinq therpy

nd ma mind needinq surqery kus these feelinqs are unxplainable

so ithink its time fo us to face da truth kus we came to eachotha fo chanqe

bu yet we both still feel so much pain ..so wu do we do? kus im all out of ideas

like ..iloveyou bu nothinq is no lonqer clear ::